Thursday, January 8, 2009

a little black hole

By: Ahmad Mokhlis B Inngam


New semester, new resolution, I want to improve my pointer. Sigh… First week for the fourth semester, it’s feels like déjà vu, not knowing where to go, do not where the class is. The feelings that come rushing make me uncomfortable. Its feel like where the hell am I? What am I suppose to do.

Then the lesson starts, the lecture in front just bla,bla,bla… my mind just wandering. Oh my God, the sem just started, there is long way to go. My lesson with Dr. Edwin is unbelievable because I do not have any idea what he is teaching. Everything he said is new to me except the name like Aristotle, Shakespeare and Elizabeth. The word like Oedipus Rex, I can’t even pronounce it. What struck into my mind when I saw that word, it must be some sort of dinosaur species, a long cousin of t-rex. But what t-rex has to do in EDU 3217. And I have to learn about it.

Two hours class, start from 12 o`clock, I just have to keep my eyes wide open and suck up all the input. My brain is overwhelming with the new input, it`s feel like it gonna exploded. Basically that is the students` roles, and in order to achieve my new year`s resolution, I have to act like the black hole. I wish I was a black hole.